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“Do you remember the fellow that murdered a merchant called Olsufyev,
“There will be others and better ones. But there will be some like him as
ridiculous girl.”
Menacing with spear and arrow
“Yes, I have been with him.”
it’s my last night! Let’s drink to our good understanding. They’ll bring
throbbing and his heart was with _her_, but money—money was indispensable
chair facing Alyosha, and ecstatically kissed her several times on her
any money paid for a work or a replacement copy, if a defect in the
sixty thousand. That’s very alluring to start with, for a man of no
it! What a book the Bible is, what a miracle, what strength is given with
the knocks impressed the lawyers almost as much as Grigory’s evidence as
sort of dream again. Something shapeless and even incomprehensible. What
bell ringing? There are people coming.... Now it’s stopped.”
scandal. Why he wants it only he can tell. He always has some motive. But
matter, write me a line; give it to the priest and he’ll send it on to me
but I am not, only my legs are swollen like barrels, and I am shriveled up
makes you say you will have one to‐morrow?” Ivan inquired, with a
something of my words.
turned back and joined—the clever people. Surely that could have
in telling him to his face that it’s fortunate he is going,” said Alyosha
such be enough to make a tragedy? More than that, one such standing at the
the light.
gown could be heard clanking.
cropped short, and combed forward on his temples. He had the long,
son. And besides that, there is still preserved, though only in thought,
But the girls could not love the master:
“It must be a sign from heaven,” others hastened to add, and their opinion
The elder turned round and all at once looked attentively at Alyosha. The
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began. I would not give an explanation, I could not ask forgiveness. I
Oh! in his rapture he was weeping even over those stars, which were
for those whom he had envied all his life.
fence, Fenya, and, never mind.... You’ll hear to‐morrow and understand ...
twice, since he came back from Moscow. First time he came as a friend to
the trial this day.
who was lying in the next room unconscious. That scream always preceded
“I came in from the back‐alley, over the fence, and went straight to the
definitely. He had, besides, noticed at that moment, he remembered
wanted.”
people with him.” A fine smile, not without a certain slyness, came on to
him to play such a trick on him. But Alyosha was perhaps the only person
ourselves to the sufferings of the children. That reduces the scope of my
“Thank goodness he did not ask me about Grushenka,” thought Alyosha, as he
curiously at him, seemed soon to have left off thinking of him. Alyosha
“It’s too early, of course, to speak of that. Relief is not complete cure,
mankind, don’t you think so? Voltaire didn’t believe in God and loved
impressions on seeing his betrothed.
his hand on his heart and, with an offended voice, utter a few words full
It was a lie. I like her ... I am afraid for Katya to‐morrow. I am more
doubt it.”
People had heard him angrily threatening to murder her when he was drunk
earlier, waiting for him to wake, having received a most confident
there, oh, there I will give a feast to the whole world, such as never was
experiences of the day. He felt something bordering upon despair, which he
Father Superior, apologize for me, personally, Miüsov, to his reverence,
a hundred‐rouble note under the table, and it had remained in his
stupid of me to speak of it—”
dismissing them with a certain derision. The lawyers and experts were lost
evening he had undergone the treatment which Smerdyakov had described to
little things for them, gingerbread and nuts, gave them tea and cut them
“Hold your tongue, you, anyway! Sit down, you stupid!” Grushenka scolded
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Ivanovna, who’s rich, and the daughter of a colonel, and to marry
would probably be looked on as a pleasure.”
kneeling and the prayer. Ever since then—only yesterday I took it up—I’ve
natural to him, eh? Don’t you think so? Some people are low from self‐
moment).
“Why, was it wrong of me to feel sure?” Alyosha asked, laughing suddenly.
And how shall I, too, put up with the rabble out there, though they may be
turned pale, his lips quivered, and tears rolled down his cheeks.
he said:
seen the monastery, and Miüsov had probably not even been to church for
“Well, how would it be if you began your story with a systematic
already at home, and when once I had started on that road, to go farther
“You don’t know that yet. She’s got a document in her hands, in Mitya’s
with you. Look sharp! No news?”
come, madam—”
... not mine, I mean, but stolen by me, and it was fifteen hundred
Kolbasnikov has been an ass.
strange fire in her eyes.
the lady of the house herself ran in, and declared at once that she was
Chapter X. “It Was He Who Said That”
married and I looked on from the gallery. Do you suppose I want to be
ending. Suddenly she might say to him: “Go away. I have just come to terms
“They are going to have salmon, too,” the boy who had discovered about
again.
“I only saw him yesterday and could not find him to‐day,” said Alyosha.
figure of the young officer who, with a respectful bow to the innocent
tight at the back, and with trains a yard long, on Church holidays or when
“And who will believe him with all the proofs against him? Grigory
of fishing in the river or wood‐cutting in the forest, I don’t know
“What! Undress? Ugh! Damn it! Won’t you search me as I am! Can’t you?”
give away all this super‐stellar life, all the ranks and honors, simply to
“And I’m coming with you. I won’t leave you now for the rest of my life,
monks depart in the Lord, the monk designated (that is, whose office it
after all I didn’t. And yet how she attracted me! How attractive she was
Geneva. All the aristocratic and well‐bred society of the town rushed to
that man seeks on earth—that is, some one to worship, some one to keep his
lisped, ‘_Gott der Sohn_.’ ‘_Gott der heilige Geist_.’ Then he laughed and
“I thought so, too!” said Mitya. But before he had uttered the words,
robbery I repudiate with indignation. A man cannot be accused of robbery,
“Yes,” said the prosecutor thoughtfully, as though reflecting on
Describe the scene to her.”
“Now, let’s go.”
had encouraged him to talk to him, although he had always wondered at a
I’m coming with you,” he heard close beside him Grushenka’s tender voice,
“Very well!” he exclaimed suddenly. “I will tell you my secret. I’ll tell
side and played soldiers with them, or sent them hiding all over the
Marfa Ignatyevna was by no means foolish; she was probably, indeed,
Saying this Mitya became very mournful. He had grown more and more gloomy
seemed heaving and dancing before his eyes. “A little more and I shall
and look about whether the captain is to be seen! Perhaps he is hiding and
Dardanelov by a visitor in Kolya’s presence, she would flush as pink as a
and the water revived him at once. He asked immediately:
“Loves his having killed his father?”
turned to the window and shook all over with his sobs. I flew out to my
aloud:
“What do you think the doctor will say to him?” Kolya asked quickly. “What
stink? You don’t mean to say you seriously believed that he was going to
‘Ah, but it was symbolic,’ they’ll say, ‘an allegory,’ and the devil knows
disease, and so on.
‘And you want keeping in your place,’ says she. ‘You black sword,’ said I,
“Don’t dare to shout like that,” cried Grushenka. “Ah, you turkey‐cocks!”
P.S.—I write my curse, but I adore you! I hear it in my heart. One
immediately after his death for a long visit to Italy with her whole
sending it to my sister in Moscow. And as I gave it him, I looked him in
of the question. There was another possibility, a different and awful
Smerdyakov never hinted at their complicity, though the actual murderer
“It’ll be all right, now.”
never said a word of this to Ivan, and Ivan of course has never dropped a
by Alyosha’s evidence on the public was most disappointing. There had been
envelope now on the table before us, and that the witness had received
Alyosha was much perturbed when he heard of the proposed visit. Of all the
fact, rather the more on that account he had awakened jealousy and so had
“And behold, He deigned to appear for a moment to the people, to the
that you, Alyosha, my dear brother (for you are a dear brother to me),”
The little calf says—moo, moo, moo,
Forgive me the pun; you’ll have to forgive me a lot more than puns to‐day.
which had somewhat softened his anxiety at being drawn into such an
voice. “I don’t know you in the dark.”
“elders” protested, maintaining that it was a profanation of the sacrament
cost them dear. They will cast down temples and drench the earth with
“Shall I order you fish, soup or anything. You don’t live on tea alone, I
as she said that, the onion broke. And the woman fell into the lake and
“Well, old man ... how are you?” But his voice failed him, he couldn’t
“The money was mine, it was my money,” Mitya kept repeating. “Even if I
it,” he repeated thoughtfully. “But my brother Dmitri Fyodorovitch regrets
and was a fearful time fumbling over it, then he subsided and stood
“Why bring in the question of worth? The matter is most often decided in
only other lady present, a similar bow. This polite behavior made an
his boots. They worried him about it; they jeered at him. That I can’t
simply as an acquaintance, and not a very intimate one, of the murdered
his mind—a strange new thought!
such a path lies open before you! Tears will ease your heart, and later on
undressing.
It was the end of June, and our meeting was to take place at seven o’clock
smile, and asked them to set it free in the fields. And so we did. His
“It’s not that they thrashed me exactly, but what I mean is—” put in
he! And they took it to themselves, so I made haste to repeat another,
dark whiskers and a shiny, shaven chin, wearing a bearskin coat. As he
Anna Order on his breast. He compromised the girl by his promise of
“And can’t you tell us the nature of that disgrace?” Nikolay Parfenovitch
efforts result not in attaining fullness of life but self‐destruction, for
rejecting every purpose incongruous with the aims of the Church. All this
be handed down to remote times and the utmost ends of the earth, and Thou
raise the cup, and on it will be written, “Mystery.” But then, and only
over his wrongs, he will always go off to the back alley.... But the high
long list. Four of the witnesses were not present—Miüsov, who had given
here, he might have grabbed not two thousand, but four or six, for it. He
own and his wife’s clothes, and finally broke his windows, all for the
members met for the first time in their lives. The younger brother,
confessing it ...”
that that stupid anecdote isn’t true. Why are you playing the fool?” cried
But, suppose at that very moment I had tried all that, and cried to that
son”—the elder liked to call him that—“this is not the place for you in
throne of God, is rejoicing and happy, and praying to God for you, and
after that four thousand. She’ll pay it back to the last farthing. I don’t
confirmed the statement.
collection are in the public domain in the United States. If an individual
coffin. But this suggestion made casually by some one was unanswered and
you—”
de sincérité_ in his words, but I prefer in mine _plus de sincérité que de
“Good God! He must have killed his old father!” she cried, clasping her
Italian but a Russian, and Mamsel Fenardi was a pretty girl with her
incident could give rise to such a resolution in you?”
water‐melons, two or three or four—no, one melon’s enough, and chocolate,
Platon....”
And he kissed his wife’s hand respectfully and even tenderly. The girl at
hear something from you ... that would save her.”
crestfallen. He was afraid of Grushenka, afraid that the _pan_ would at
habits that had become ingrained by ages of serfdom and the distressed
same, is there a God, or not? Only, be serious. I want you to be serious
“I swear that all I told you is the truth,” cried Alyosha.
and marched off with his yard‐long strides, so that the poor priest almost
course, I’m to blame, and I shall have to answer for it. But if there
several men, and that she was led out, and that when he recovered himself
edge of the bed.
He’ll be a civil councilor one day, but he’ll always talk about
“The elder Varsonofy did sometimes seem rather strange, but a great deal
I’m praying, and almost crying.
not refrain from breaking in again. “I have read the book which you have
Part III
they had not slept all night, and on the arrival of the police officers
seemed to fetter his arms and legs. He strained every effort to break his
a blessing?”
later on in the course of my life I gradually became convinced that that
got Timofey ready to start. I know how he’ll go. Their pace won’t be ours,
bottle she gives him to drink with a special prayer; but not quite all,
in the university, maintained himself by his own efforts, and had from
“No,” they would say, “he is a brave fellow, he faced fire and could have
cried out in sing‐song voices.
They had been talking for a quarter of an hour. Katerina Ivanovna was pale
extraordinary impudence in his expression, and yet, strange to say, at the
colonel’s second daughter, a great beauty, who had just left a fashionable
his childhood and his youth, till he grew up and was strong enough to go
Book XI. Ivan
mines: ‘that would be an outlet for your turbulent energies, your romantic
Book VII. Alyosha
Zossima told me so. I don’t know how to put it, but I have often seen it
can get on with you! But now, I’ll be quiet; I will keep quiet all the
you are a scoundrel.’ That’s what he said. A chivalrous spirit indeed! I
inevitable, for what had he to stay on earth for?
noble hearts. We three here are gentlemen, and let everything be on the
tears, for I love the Bible. Let him too weep, the priest of God, and be
soul. What was his name?”
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she suddenly had a fit, screaming, shrieking, hysterics! Why is it I never
strange. It may be pretty certainly assumed that she herself did not know
them. She sent a message to me that she wasn’t coming to me at all, and
condemn him in place of the valet and will no one stand up for him? They
that’s how he lives. I’ve established myself in his room. Neither he nor
acquaintance, Dmitri Fyodorovitch Karamazov,” Perhotin began.
over the battalion money immediately, within two hours.’ He signed the
the gates of the hermitage into the waiting crowd of pilgrims of the
to clink glasses with the Pole whom he had so solemnly invited to drink to
“Mitya, darling, stay, don’t go away. I want to say one word to you,” she
“Most honored sir, Kuzma Kuzmitch, you have no doubt heard more than once
hidden from me all this time, going to marry him or not? You went to see
heart.
Bearing the Cross, in slavish dress,
knew where in the town. The day after the murder, he was found on the road
“For the Kuzmitchovs?” repeated another woman. “But his name wasn’t
and certain modern theories of duty, which he learnt in practice from the
“I don’t know what it means, Misha.”
that’s the story, Alyosha; I know it by heart, for I am that wicked woman
gloomily and malignantly. He was feeling more and more ashamed at having
and sensitive boy. Oh, I remember him very well, a little chap so high,
said softly, but with a sort of menace. “Do you mean to pretend to be ill
say: “Judge us if Thou canst and darest.” Know that I fear Thee not. Know
having just given Dmitri Fyodorovitch three thousand roubles, he would go
served to recall to his little heart the thought of the unhappy dog he had
saintliness. He sat with his back to the hermitage and his face to the
be pulled apart. Mitya threw it angrily on the floor.
“Write it down, by all means. I know that’s another fact that tells
Let him gather round him once a week, some hour in the evening, if only
loan of two thousand roubles for a very short period. Grushenka left that
till the evening before implicitly believed that Katerina Ivanovna had a
And again he motioned at the notes. He was just going to get up and call
confirmed warmly.
the grand unity of men in the future, when a man will not seek servants
been tried. This is certain.”
completely breathless.
To anticipate things: he did, perhaps, know where to get the money, knew,
anything to see one!”
Smerdyakov. I’ll send you the gold piece I promised you to‐day, but be
reserve, waited to be questioned, answered precisely and deliberately.
stop them. Every one in the world is good. Every one—even the worst of
now he needed money more than ever. Karamazov would die, Karamazov would
interrupting. It’s hard to do, you know. You see, a month ago, I was sent
of his soul, seeking for immediate action, and ready to sacrifice
spendthrift,” that he, Samsonov, could be taken in by such a cock‐and‐bull
won’t even listen to you,” said the priest in conclusion.
beard, wearing a blue cotton shirt and a black waistcoat, from the pocket
if I really had had such a design against your father? If I had been
the sudden suicide. What struck people most was Mitya’s sudden outburst As
for the hundredth time how, on the last night in his father’s house, he
I came here, Alyosha, till the last few days, indeed, perhaps even now, I
nature. There was a childlike look in her eyes, a look of childish
I thought, “I feel it’s not that. Can it be that I am afraid of death,
position in the State. I maintain, on the contrary, that the Church ought
the evidence becomes less trivial and less incomplete even to an
Inquisitor. What are these sins of mankind they take on themselves? Who
recognized him, for Mitya had more than once tipped him. Opening the gate
gentleman!”
We will, of course, not reproduce his account of what is known to the
for me even in your heart, my dear hermit. The formula, ‘all is lawful,’ I
relieved that Mitya had not been to see her that day or the day before.
“Karl Bernard?” Alyosha was surprised again.
you....”
He worked His first miracle to help men’s gladness.... ‘He who loves men
kneeling and the prayer. Ever since then—only yesterday I took it up—I’ve
completely forget his brother Dmitri, though he had that morning, only a
and were not worse words and acts commonly seen in those who have
“We will continue,” interposed Nikolay Parfenovitch. “So what was it that
guide. But didst Thou not know that he would at last reject even Thy image
brother Ivan made it worse by adding:
the other, too, a gentleman called Maximov. He’s been on a pilgrimage, so
my grave?’ as I read in some author. It’s awful! How—how can I get back my
in cold and wet, and no one hesitated or scrupled to treat him so. Quite
“I’ll trouble you, sir, to learn how to speak to me if you’ve never been
of Mahomet or Salutary Folly_, a scandalous book published in Moscow a
out. Ah! Alexey Fyodorovitch, I know myself I did wrong. I was putting it
for this feeling, and even felt a positive repugnance at prying into his
attitude to his mother. When Anna Fyodorovna (Madame Krassotkin) heard of
talked extremely fast, as though afraid he would not be allowed to say all
sometimes tragic in the extreme. His whole life now is centered in Ilusha,
widower, with a big beard and gold‐rimmed spectacles. He used to go to the
Smerdyakov committed the murder’ (for the legend was circulating
I knew nothing. I was filled with sudden irrepressible fury. With flushed
“Why? Isn’t it funny?” asked Fyodor Pavlovitch.
acquaintance, Dmitri Fyodorovitch Karamazov,” Perhotin began.
all discussion of these subtleties and distinctions, and, if you will be
“Sure? Upon my word!” She put aside his hand, but did not leave go of it,
“Not coming? Well, I will knock them up, I will!” he muttered at each
was contorted and somber. He went away.
“Fool,” laughed Ivan, “do you suppose I should stand on ceremony with you?
But his father and the boys could not help seeing that the puppy only
the heart every moment, like a sharp knife.
struggling with myself. And suddenly I hated you so that I could hardly
rowdy. If I had only been sure that every one would accept me as the
Would they love him, would they not?
punishment spoken of just now, which in the majority of cases only
could be recalled, and in no other circumstances could such a scandal have
and now, good‐by. I won’t stand in her way. I’ll step aside, I know how to
against the unhappy idiot who committed suicide yesterday. Had a shadow of
Chapter V. The Third Ordeal
the longer it went on, the more intense was his suffering.
“And I twice saw the _pan_ change a card!” cried Kalganov.
though he did not know, up to the very last minute, that he would trample
she hid her eyes with her hand. It was evident that she was greatly
inoculated with it, since the religious movement began in our aristocracy.
“_Panie!_” shouted both the Poles, menacingly, setting on Mitya like a
nothing but charlatanism and nonsense underneath,” flashed through
you now.”
am only sad that a charming nature such as yours should be perverted by
from his family and the tax‐gatherer! You bleed the people, you know, holy
something nice in that!” laughed Alyosha. “Well, let us go! And now we go
Thank the Father Superior,” he said to the monk.
active interest in him, sent for a doctor, and tried remedies, but the
his coat on again to go to the “Metropolis” to play billiards. Mitya
comprehend it, and therefore it is so easy to fall into error and to share
worked by the peasants, in payment of debts which they could never shake
chief porter, Nazar Ivanovitch, and besought him, for Christ’s sake, “not
Chapter IV. The Second Ordeal
incident could give rise to such a resolution in you?”
came first, he’s hers! He’ll marry Agrafena Alexandrovna now. That’s why
through pride, still you had a hope that Smerdyakov might be convicted and
quick? It’s marvelous, a dream!”
“Yes, it’s a fearful thing to shed a father’s blood—the father who has
the alarm when he reached Mokroe, but to keep constant watch over the
covetousness, they will come from all sides and draw away your flock.
looked as black as night. I could see that Pyotr Ilyitch was in the way,
the child would have grown up and have sinned, but you see he didn’t grow
and really high‐principled; above all, she had education and intellect,
“you may not believe me, but as God is holy, and as Christ is God, I swear
myself, perhaps there would have been no criminal standing before me. If
ninety years.”
“I should have lost the game, of course. She’d have run away. But it would
gossip, he holds his tongue, and doesn’t wash our dirty linen in public.
to a new life, that she was promising him happiness—and when? When
for you talked a lot to me about that. For if there’s no everlasting God,
there were only three servants: old Grigory, and his old wife Marfa, and a
“Hang it all!” Ivan cried, his face working with anger, “why are you
then, ‘I am quits,’ but will say, ‘I am guilty in the sight of all men and
will sing from the bowels of the earth a glorious hymn to God, with Whom
down to look at him, when the prosecutor stopped him to ask him to
Smerdyakov or not?”
character, he tells us, he couldn’t have had such feelings. But yet he
leave of the dead and closing the coffin, he flung his arms about, as
The elder’s death came in the end quite unexpectedly. For although those
“Stay, Rakitin.” Grushenka jumped up. “Hush, both of you. Now I’ll tell
Kostya, beaming all over.
conviction that he was a distinctly spiteful creature, excessively
been taken, the court was adjourned for almost an hour. I believe it was
pick things up for at such moments? I don’t know what for. I snatched it
yourself in your fright.”
had not said that he would be sure to pay him the remainder next day in
other man in the room. But when Alyosha went in, he leapt up from the
“Tell me, what made you hope that I should be the one to find him?” Kolya
Don’t tell any one I told you to. Don’t say a word to Ivan.”
in Petersburg, who was aiming at influence in the Ministry. Well, an
see whether the man is in earnest. I tell you, watch his beard—if his
habit, alas! And if I sometimes talk nonsense out of place it’s with an
shoved him off the carriage and sent him flying. That made me take an
I swear I loved you even while I hated you, and you didn’t love me!”
When I had said this every one of them burst out laughing.
THE END
questions Katerina Ivanovna replied firmly that she had been formerly
better he has come now, at such a moment, and not the day before
three thousand roubles in it. ‘If he had carried that envelope away with
performance. All the pious people in the town will talk about it and
memory cherished in the monastery was that of the famous Father Varsonofy,
justified by reason and experience, which have been passed through the
remember to tell to God; ‘She once pulled up an onion in her garden,’ said
Parfenovitch had left the young ladies and run in, looking strenuous and
three thousand roubles belonging to some one else, and, of course, only
But he broke off every time at the second line and began swearing again;
what I did know, God Himself has preserved me in my weakness from your
“Well, all the classical authors have been translated into all languages,
naïve and simple‐hearted than we suppose. And we ourselves are, too.
“Late, _pani_! ‘a late hour’ I mean,” the Pole on the sofa explained.
was under the pillow. What does Smerdyakov say? Have you asked him where
rouble as an offering to the monastery, and another half‐rouble I saw him
because if you really haven’t understood till now, as I see for myself,
because they’ve been burnt out.”
But Rakitin, in his youthful ardor, made a slight blunder, of which the
heart, light and power shine from His eyes, and their radiance, shed on
first glance that this was not from any sullenness. On the contrary he was
encouraged Katerina Ivanovna and Alyosha, it was evident that they could
punish him, he will say to himself: ‘These people have done nothing for my
on an open wound. He had expected something quite different by bringing
Pavlovitch, with his son Ivan. Dmitri was late, though he had been
townspeople, that after all these years, that day of general suspense is
“You take evil for good; it’s a passing crisis, it’s the result of your
and more uninviting‐looking than the others. So that one might well
kitchen in the house; he did not like the smell of cooking, and, winter
cheating him. Yes, I admit it was hard to bear! It might well drive a man
I am approaching the sudden catastrophe which was perhaps the final cause
“No, I’d better not,” he smiled gently.
striding along, and only when he reached Suhoy Possyolok did he realize
as Marfa Ignatyevna expressed it—nothing of the kind had happened. But it
of geese flying high overhead in the bright sky. And all of a sudden he
undress further, or rather not asked but “commanded,” he quite understood
I’m not so good as I seem to you. I’ve a bad heart; I will have my own
priests, learned men, philosophers, poets—and had set them the task to
and kindly to his honorable shame. Believe me that it will end in that;
“I’m violent and resentful, Alyosha, I’ll tear off my finery, I’ll destroy
to beg your pardon for being rude to you, but now I don’t want to.
like a kind of convict. Yet I was awfully well received in the little
priceless! And some of them, on my word, are not inferior to you in
tavern and disliked taverns in general. So he must have come here, he
He drank off another glass, and—he thought it strange himself—that glass
get out of her. But now he, too, was angry:
at once? Why did he put it all off till morning? I think I have a right to
gymnasium, he got into a military school, then went to the Caucasus, was
tortured by their own choice. For they have cursed themselves, cursing God
concluded emphatically, and went out of the room.
was examined, and he recalled a fact which seemed to furnish positive
“_Pani_ Agrafena, I came here to forget the past and forgive it, to forget
“Yes, there was pepper, too.”
listening to the conversation with silent contempt, still only impressed
on along the table. “And it can be fired off, too. It can be loaded with
helpless tears, and lie there shaking till dawn. In the morning I would
ribbon. On the middle finger of his right hand was a massive gold ring
“Witness, your words are incomprehensible and impossible here. Calm
shall speak English like any Englishman. And as soon as we’ve learnt
“That’s not true, that’s not true; there may be children, but that’s not
Alexandrovna in and she passes the night there, I’ll be the first to
“So from this Grigory we have received such important evidence concerning
“Forgive me, I thought you were like me.”
sixty thousand. That’s very alluring to start with, for a man of no
Kartashov. But why am I talking about those two? You are all dear to me,
“There are all sorts of peasants,” Kolya observed to Smurov after a brief
“All right then. Come, tell us your story,” Grushenka cried to Maximov.
Heaven knew, too, but it won’t tell you. But it’s an interesting fact.
“It is much, and well that your mind is full of such dreams and not
state of change. If you are outside the United States, check the laws of
from his sores with a pot‐sherd—and for no object except to boast to the
His voice broke. They were all three silent, still embracing. Nina was
said, ‘and you take bribes.’ Then I began screaming and imploring them.
“Why, that I stole it, that’s what it amounts to! Oh, God, you horrify me
vaguely suggested. The letter was very indefinite, high‐flown, and full of
“Katya, why have you ruined me?” and his sobs were audible all over the
“Most pious and holy elder,” he cried, pointing to Ivan, “that is my son,
killed a man, an old servant; and he flung away the pestle with a curse,
left was the place for the prisoner and the counsel for the defense. In
Vrublevsky swung out after him, and Mitya followed, confused and
smile that “Agrafena Alexandrovna is not at home now, you know.”
the chain, the demon of diseases that follow on vice, gout, kidney
venture to hazard the suggestion that he really had perhaps, by a terrible
that’s how he lives. I’ve established myself in his room. Neither he nor
And it was at this moment that Ippolit Kirillovitch got up to make certain
acquainted with Madame Svyetlov.” (It must be noted that Grushenka’s
either. Is it the parting with Alyosha and the conversation I had with
taverns in the course of that month, it was perhaps because he was
is it a secret?” Rakitin put in inquisitively, doing his best to pretend
me that she screamed out that I ‘ought to be flogged.’ I did insult her
money, and that she wouldn’t forgive my poverty. And so I fiendishly
the promised letter. I have it with me now. You must read it. She offers
impulse to save her father! But the pride, the recklessness, the defiance
“you may not believe me, but as God is holy, and as Christ is God, I swear
were not lighted up. Grushenka was lying down in her drawing‐room on the
shoulder made him stop too.
tow!”
looking at him with a strange, wild, fixed stare, and an air of desperate
“That’s a good thing,” said Alyosha, “we must often take some.”
Father Païssy went on fearlessly. “And who can say of himself ‘I am holy’?
abilities, and nervously exaggerated them in his self‐conceit. He knew he
like the talk of a drunken man, who, on his return home, begins with
Thy love, for I love Thee not. And what use is it for me to hide anything
righteous men, but as they are never lacking, it will continue still
supposition breaks down, the whole charge of robbery is scattered to the
that he was covered with blood. That may be believed, that is very
than with Alyosha. It is true, he scarcely spoke to her at all, but as
conclusiveness was recognized, and had it not been for that letter, Mitya
“I imagine one can’t see oneself clearly in such circumstances,” Alyosha
want to do a thing I do it. I may have made you some promise just now. But
dinner to our mother and me, “My life won’t be long among you, I may not
Listen! If he had sent me his compliments in passing, without insisting on
With invincible force
reproaches will follow! Nothing will make her forgive you simply and
been such a fuss about. The people of the house it belonged to never fed
“Your money or your life!”
silence who has been mentioned already, as antagonistic to Father Zossima
of Mahomet or Salutary Folly_, a scandalous book published in Moscow a
Nozdryov thrashed. He was charged, do you remember, ‘for inflicting bodily
turning. Ah, Alyosha, what a pity you can’t understand ecstasy. But what
to speak of the artisans and the peasants. The artisans of
“No, it was smartly done, anyway. He’s had long to wait, but he’s had his
passage, looking sternly at Alyosha and Kolya as he did so. Alyosha waved
poor dear, he’s drunk.”
Kiss me! Beat me, ill‐treat me, do what you will with me.... And I do
“Hold your tongue, Maximushka, I am in no laughing mood now; I feel angry.
grief of the morning was no longer aching in his soul. As soon as he came
away, Marya Kondratyevna.”
spiritualists, for instance.... I am very fond of them ... only fancy,
Petersburg to Moscow in the luggage van, and while they were nailing him
strive with Thee and overcome Thee, and all will follow him, crying, “Who
made a special impression upon his “gentle boy.”
“They’ll think I am an accomplice, because I let him know the signals as a
because if you really haven’t understood till now, as I see for myself,
ready to bless God and His creation directly, but ... I must kill one
as he writes in his peculiar language, ‘and if they won’t give it to me,
mother are you talking about? Was she?... Why, damn it! of course she was
of reporting all that took place at the trial in full detail, or even in
that night, till two o’clock. But we will not give an account of his
He relapsed into gloomy silence.
talking to you, Rakitin, while a prince like this is standing here. Such a
other evidence collected by the prosecution. And so I think it essential
Lord, in this judgment.’ Well, my poem would have been of that kind if it
The news of his death spread at once through the hermitage and reached the
“And does the shot burn?” he inquired.
“Truly,” I answered him, “all things are good and fair, because all is
sulking and fulfill my destiny though it’s against the grain—that is, to
my doing that they’ve dressed me up like a clown.”
yet it was she who had betrayed him. “Perhaps because she feels how she’s
“You are right,” Alyosha pronounced; “it’s impossible to decide anything
wood, and a fortune, not large, but sufficient to keep her and her
Alyosha kissed her.
Although Fyodor Pavlovitch was taken unawares, he was equal to the
seeing that if he had married Agrafena Alexandrovna, you wouldn’t have had
collect alms for their poor monastery.
a change in Trifon Borissovitch’s face and voice. So neither Mitya nor any
people’s games of soldiers or robbers in their playtime are also art in
“About your meeting with my brother Dmitri Fyodorovitch,” Alyosha blurted
history? It is not for an insignificant person like me to remind you that
punished with moral condemnation’ (‘Do you hear?’ he laughed then)—‘and
of new taverns in the district. It was evident that he had perhaps a
“But she was my mother, too, I believe, his mother. Was she not?” said
disease, and so on.
what’s the matter?”
“It was your pride made you think I was a fool. Take the money.”
had I to live for? So I went to redeem the pistols I had pledged, to load
what I did. You did not see it, Ivan Fyodorovitch, he did. What he thought
strangely at Ivan. “You won’t dare do that even!” he added, with a bitter
it. But now he couldn’t resist saying it. For weeks he had been longing
was told to bring in the prisoner, and Mitya made his appearance. There
heart, that I am cheerful, quite cheerful, that I shall be laughing in a
“What tortures? Ah, don’t ask. In old days we had all sorts, but now they
tears.
I’m always like that, always like that. Always injuring myself with my
will be a turning into another street and only at the end of that street
Pavlovitch used to have the cooking done there, although there was a
she rushed to kiss me, crying, and as she kissed me, she pushed me out of
As she entered the room, Grushenka only glanced for an instant at Mitya,
“Hold him! Hold him!” he cried, and dashed after Dmitri. Meanwhile Grigory
“Mamma, how has he behaved like an angel?” Lise’s voice was heard again.
brought it and forgot it here. It must be taken back to her.”
clear to him. At last Miüsov felt completely humiliated and disgraced.
in good condition, old man, so as to be able to say to you, ‘See, old man,
“All right then. Come, tell us your story,” Grushenka cried to Maximov.
In reply to the prosecutor’s question what grounds he had for asserting
would put on his uniform, ran to his bedroom, loaded his double‐barreled
just eight o’clock when the President returned to his seat and our
him again. “Your Excellency! but can nothing, absolutely nothing save him
laughing gayly, “but I can help you now. Oh, gentlemen, I feel like a new
He had no thought to spare for it indeed, for when Father Zossima, feeling
cheer up Ilusha, filled his heart from the first with ecstatic joy. He
And yet not only the secularists but even atheists joined them in their
to them, if not far more, in the social relations of men, their
said just now—that one reptile will devour the other? In that case let me
tears to dear, kind God to protect her? Do you understand that, friend and
wills. Perhaps I shall be your slave entirely and want to do your bidding
dropped by Mitya when he was drunk, and had given them to Trifon
taken dangerously ill, I was to save Mitya alone. Then he left me money,
“It’s a pity. Damn it all, what wouldn’t I do to the man who first
“That life is heaven,” he said to me suddenly, “that I have long been
wouldn’t believe, Alexey, how I want to live now, what a thirst for
against society.’ After this sketch of her character it may well be
Smerdyakov’s death before I came, when no one knew of it and there was no
I want to be drunk, I’m going to get drunk and dance; I must, I must!” She
talk with Katya in Moscow. I told her about myself—sincerely, honorably.
streamed in at the little window. I was stirred by the sight, and for the
and not to freedom.
impetuously to him. She seized him by the hands, and almost by force made
was simply irritated and painfully conscious of the contemptuous and
into his soul and his will. When you choose an elder, you renounce your
apologized. ‘I’d no idea,’ said he. ‘I shouldn’t have said it, if I had
triumphantly acclaimed in company with Father Ferapont, and why did they
didn’t care for you when I said I didn’t mean what I wrote?”
“It serves her right. God has punished her for her ingratitude.”
“Hi, you ... Podvysotskys! Come, she’s going to dance. She calls you.”
examined later.
don’t believe in God,” he added, speaking this time very sorrowfully. He
So Marfa brought up the child. He was christened Pavel, to which people
unattainable. Yet why did he not shoot himself then, why did he relinquish
to the separation of Church from State.”
comrade and jumped into the carriage.
Pavlovitch’s house, crossing the lane, running down Dmitrovsky Street,
She turned and disappeared behind the portière so quickly that Alyosha had
the Statute Book, and so on, has ruled, that, in order to preclude so‐and‐
thought out: it can all be arranged. Hush, don’t decide. I should go to
what’s good and kind. That’s only from thoughtlessness. But I assure you,
I’m in a fever—”
There is silent and long‐suffering sorrow to be met with among the
With his long, rapid strides, Mitya walked straight up to the table.
and night (he even dropped asleep on his knees). If they had insisted, the
“Well, old man ... how are you?” But his voice failed him, he couldn’t
at the doctor, as though a word from him might still change the poor boy’s
die of jealousy. I imagine something every day.... What did she say to you
sorts. You will help the poor, and they will bless you. This is the age of
tow was thicker a week ago—I mean my beard. That’s the nickname they give
Dmitri was not at home. The people of the house, an old cabinet‐maker, his
fine distinctions ... but a thief is lower than a scoundrel, that’s my
he stood admiring it. That’s nice!”
love that lay concealed in his pure young heart for every one and
“Morning? I didn’t say I should go in the morning.... But perhaps it may
beforehand, just as he committed the murder after. A complete program of
am rather surprised to find you are actually beginning to take me for
time yet,” cried the lady. “And in what way are you ill? You look so well,
You see!”
to win over the whole world by love and to wash away the sins of the world
her place I don’t know what I should have done. And your brother Dmitri
his face on his father’s shoulder.
Or so it seemed to a silly girl like me.... And now, O Lord, it’s not the
birth and selection have something to answer for. You’re a sensualist from
Siberia for it, I’ll give you back your three thousand. And
“hadn’t brought up his children as he should. He’d have been devoured by
“We will compare all this with the evidence of other persons not yet
after fainting. “Now you have given me new life. Would you believe it,
expression of peculiar solemnity.
Superior’s dining‐room, though, strictly speaking, it was not a dining‐
on her knees.
Only fancy, I’ve written to tell her everything that happened, and would
that you are sincere and good at heart. If you do not attain happiness,
dignity. He asked the question with a sort of cringing timidity. He
‘not to frighten him.’ Do you hear? ‘Not to frighten him.’ What a thing to
The elder raised Alyosha by the hand and he rose from his knees.
they demand that 4,500 roubles from your father, and he can’t produce it,
discharged from the army, but not publicly, not by court‐martial, with no
evil spirits.
at the banquet with him and was more charming and fascinating to him than
our monasteries the institution was at first resisted almost to
upon him. And to make matters worse, both his hands were smeared with
metal plates. Facing him on the other side of the table sat Nikolay
test him, to see whether he was so lost to all sense of honor as to take
“He is a man with brains.”
Part III
“Gentlemen of the jury,” began the prosecutor, “this case has made a stir
I’ll come to you to‐day, and tell you. Only ... I fancy ... Katerina
one ever knew. But five or six months later, all the town was talking,
forage‐cap with a cockade—was the police captain, Mihail Makarovitch. And
struck Alyosha most in that face was its expression of childlike good
“Then we are admonished that our tribune is a tribune of true and sound
afterwards what need there was to say this then to Smerdyakov.
beautiful pale blue eyes, with an intelligent and sometimes even deep
“Well, who did found it?” asked Kolya, turning to him with haughty
consent to be the architect on those conditions? Tell me, and tell the
comment.
no precautions.’ Granted that he is a monster, yet I dare not say in these
nights for thinking of it.”
with reserve and respect, as though she had been a lady of the best
hands on his shoulders. His face became suddenly quite pale, so that it
must be sure to call him Gorstkin, “or you’ll do nothing with him; he
court, can’t you? But damn it all, it doesn’t matter! I shall get through
myself, perhaps there would have been no criminal standing before me. If
“What if it is so! At last you have guessed it. It’s perfectly true, it’s
baby in her arms.
That’s all nonsense. Besides, after our conversation you would either have
probably for ever. I beg you to leave me at this turning. It’s the way to
Smerdyakov was always inquiring, putting certain indirect but obviously
he sees clearly and says to himself, “Now I have understanding, and though
anecdote. You reproach me with unbelief, you see, you say, yet you don’t
believe it? You were making straight for it. Well, to be sure you have
not? Stay, speak the truth, speak seriously. Why are you laughing again?”
listeners. They all spoke of it, not laughing, but with a strange gravity.
“Perhaps she does not. Only she is not coming this morning,” Mitya
“I’ll wheel you about myself, but I’m sure you’ll get well by then.”
turning back. “Look at me. Look at me well. You see here, here—there’s
Smerdyakov? But what information can I give? He is not guilty, anyway. On
the previous day, specially asking him to come to her “about something
man who wronged me, do I love him or not? Before you came, I lay here in
business connected with their estate. They had been staying a week in our
fix a long piercing look upon me, and I thought, “He will say something
This and all associated files of various formats will be found in:
stolen—three thousand roubles—but whether those roubles ever existed,
of his success. “He won’t move for all the shouting in the world, but if I
“Then the third son. Oh, he is a devout and modest youth, who does not
more gayly, nudging Alyosha with his knee.
years I’ve been in hell. I want to suffer. I will take my punishment and
through the gate, but he stopped short and turned to Smerdyakov. Something
fall in with everything, I’ll win them by politeness, and ... and ... show
on Ivan’s going to see them as soon as he arrived in Moscow. But he did
Dmitri Karamazov, and that’s all I can tell you, and that’s enough,
it was my own. He insinuated it, as it were. Did he not insinuate the same
autumn flowers growing wherever there was space for them, and evidently
all sorts of occasions, sometimes most surprising ones. Though the fare
“I’ll bet another rouble, a ‘single’ stake,” Maximov muttered gleefully,
no real good by such disparagement of the witnesses, and probably was more
“scapegrace” had rushed in on him with such a tale to get money which
impulse to save her father! But the pride, the recklessness, the defiance
Grushenka was brought in, but the farewell was brief, and of few words,
“A cigarette.”
“Yes, he would even go down on his knees.”
he was aware of it himself. As a rule he was very willful, even
such passionate faith in their work, their truth, their struggle and their
“No, she won’t tell you,” the old man interrupted, “she’s a rogue. She’ll
seducing innocence, there really was something of the sort in my tragedy,
“Yes, on that sofa in the corner. You would have driven him away. You did
“Do you think I am afraid of you now?”
shouldn’t want to revenge myself and ruin him! But read it, read it
clothes, but sorry about all this business,” mumbled Nikolay Parfenovitch.
“Just so, sir, I was only running out to Prohoritch’s.... But I don’t know
innocent and free from malice as a babe’s. It is not so with the really
with offers to donate.
have become an atheist and a socialist. For socialism is not merely the
if he did not renounce Christianity and follow Islam. He refused to deny
passionate desire for love and the hope of satisfying it that restrained
beyond the scope of his intelligence. Father Zossima had a great affection
to please myself, taking offense on esthetic grounds, for it is not so
from her seat and, rigid with horror, gazed at Ivan. Mitya stood up and
hunting and hunting—I do believe you did it on purpose.”
his elbow on the table, and laid his right cheek against his hand. Mitya
chattered a long while. Thank God, I thought, I have diverted his mind and
“He is going to Moscow, and you cry out that you are glad. You said that
with her. He arrived with her in rain and sleet, sat down on the sofa,
delirium, you know. One can see that you used to be very, very dear to him
everything and blaming nothing.” Moreover, Alyosha brought with him
a fortnight after his first visit to him, he began to be haunted by the
The boys brought him a live hare; he just looked at it, with a faint
in his excitement told them on the spot that his fate would be decided
“No, you see,” Maximov turned to him. “What I mean is that those pretty
either. He sits silent and smiles at one without speaking—that’s what
“What has became of your fortune?” he asked.
facts about him, without which I could not begin my story.
She sank back in her low chair and hid her face in her hands. At that
as might not be obvious at first sight to every one, and so may be
Whenever I go we quarrel.”
his father’s bookcase. In the end all the boys became interested in the
there of themselves. Of course, they went with Karamazov at first. And
going home from school, some with their bags on their shoulders, others
among some of the envious. “He sat in pride,” the most malignant declared
He was suddenly silent and seemed to be pondering. The words were strange.
Grushenka and Alyosha together. Something very different from what he had
notes in his hand, and had scattered them at random, without bargaining,
locusts, you’ll wander into the wilderness to save your soul!”
youthful beauty would lose its harmony by the age of thirty, would
his scheme he had no doubt, not the slightest, and was only uncertain how
had spoken of as a “mathematical proof.” Alas! its mathematical
begun to speak against me and have uttered evil sayings about me. And
too, inherited from her forefathers. The estate in our district was the
“With death?” Alyosha exclaimed in surprise.
my vulgar tone, my everlastingly vulgar tone, that I can never cure myself
“It’s mine, mine!” cried Mitya. “I shouldn’t have written it, if I hadn’t
isn’t he? He comes once every three days, not every day (though I should
received written confirmation of compliance. To SEND DONATIONS or
shall be a prisoner, but now, for the last time, as a free man, Dmitri
President made a movement.
“Absolutely no one. No one and nobody.”
suddenly delighted at something—“ha ha!”
preliminary inquiry. Karamazov’s triumph over his rival was complete and
met. Those who were hostile to the institution of elders, as a novelty,
little bronze cannon on wheels and began rolling it to and fro on her lap.
it. I’ve a word to say to you to‐morrow—but I must think about it.”
o’clock in the morning, and would wander about the room at night or sit in
always, all your life and wherever you go; and that will be enough for
“You mean my going away. What you talked about last time?”
evidence in quite a different tone and spirit just before.
mistrustfully, looking with a forced smile into his eyes. Ivan still gazed
happened suddenly and that I must see him, and he will open to me so that
absurd, indeed, to suspect you. On the contrary, I am grateful to you for
it. It’s a very strange remedy of hers. Marfa Ignatyevna knows of a
Alyosha and Katerina Ivanovna floated into his mind. But he softly smiled,
face and he murmured rather audibly, “The Bernards!” When Ippolit
laughed inwardly. So I was sitting here alone—no, I was laid up then.
no matter; if not he, then another in his place will understand and
insect had already grown strong in my soul. I’ve a perfect album of
perhaps because my face strikes him as not at all what he fancies a man
Mitya’s sake.”
“I don’t know. But I knew. Did I know? Yes, he told me. He told me so just
right arm the keen inquisitive little eyes of the monk from Obdorsk peeped
like to have a chat with you, my dear boy, but I haven’t the time. And
possible. And that I am doing. It’s not God that I don’t accept, Alyosha,
added at every word, as though nothing that had happened to her before had
“Did he never say before you ... casually, or in a moment of irritation,”
to hide himself without uttering one word of abuse, enduring their insults
Mitya would have said something more, but he broke off and went out. He
except perhaps the lawyers, who were more interested in the legal than in
In brief there was every appearance of gentility on straitened means. It
but noiselessly. Her feet made absolutely no sound on the floor. She sank
“But still—”
you were very different from what you are now, and I shall love you all my
pick things up for at such moments? I don’t know what for. I snatched it
decided the question by turning back to the house. “Everything together
his idea of saving his brother, and was confiding this plan of escape to
gasped, but couldn’t believe it. ‘She’s standing there,’ said I. ‘Open.’
“Who are rogues?”
was agile, strong‐willed, and of an audacious and enterprising temper. He
melancholy arising from his disease and this catastrophe he hanged himself
were simply dejected, not wanting him to be acquitted. Fetyukovitch
me!”
heard at once that the groans came from the bath‐house that stood near the
guard like that, but not me. I know the tricks. I’ve been in the service,
with skepticism.
the play the fatal scene takes place on the staircase. I heard it all; I
to be, but even more revolting. In a short time he opened a great number
her tiny fist in the dark and the cold, and weep her meek unresentful
yourselves at the depth of ignominy to which a medley of human passions
look on and allow it.... They allow it ... and next day the Uhlan comes
further, but from Ippolit Kirillovitch’s eyes he saw that he had not given